There is so much that needs work. Not just in academics, but in who I am as a person.
I know I need to be more confident. I just didn't realize that I was also more closed off than I realized. I'm not as stressed as maybe I should be. I'm not as invested as maybe I should be. I want to know, in the end, where I stand.
There is this distance and I don't know if I will broach it. Where do I stand?
You know. I hate this thing girls do.
When it comes down to it, I don't know that I could pick V or C's side.
When it comes down to it, I'd still want you to pick my side.
When it comes down to it, I'm tired. Of this. Of that. Of feeling like it's (I'm) not good enough.
("You're not.")
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